I'm excited to present my newest song, "Tears of a Plastic Doll," a hauntingly beautiful dark melodic rock track, accompanied by a delicate yet powerful piano. This song is a deeply personal expression of pain, capturing the slow unraveling of a love lost, sealed away by time and distance.
In this emotional journey, I confront the storms within and the quiet battles we face when memories replace presence, and connection slips through our fingers. Every note and word carries the weight of longing, heartache, and the painful realization that some battles are lost before they even begin.
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Here are the lyrics to *"Tears of a Plastic Doll."* Let them take you through the storm and silence that inspired this piece:
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**Tears of a Plastic Doll**
Hoo
Hoo
The lightning called out to defy
Clouds gathered for a fight in the sky
The rain fired bullets fierce and fast
And shadows in my room were cast
A red ember glowed in the fire's flame
Who was hurt
Who's to blame
Smoke and fire filled the air
I changed the battery with care
So the doll would cry
Mom oh Mom
I turned on the TV to make you calm
As I turned on the TV to make you calm
Flashes of news but you stayed numb
Storms outside and silence in here
Where are you now so far yet near
The doll still cries a plastic plea
But you're lost in memories
Not with me
Not with me
Not with me you still quiet in your chair
A glassy gaze as if not there
The storm outside, the storm inside
Which battle now should I be
Which fight will lead me to win
A war of weather or hearts untold
Both feel endless, fierce, and cold
Outside, winds scream and trees bend low
Inside, a past I can't let go
Fighting both, I stand alone
Battles of flesh
Hoo Battles
Battles of flesh and bone
But as the storm begins to die
The doll goes quiet, her tears run dry
Your gaze lifts but not the same
Faint whispers call my name
And in the calm, the truth appears
We lost so much through all these years
We lost so much
We lost so much
Through all these years
Now the storm has passed, the winds at rest
But the silence weighs heavily on my chest
No doll, no cry, no voice to hear
Just an empty room and you're not here
Not here
In the flicker of the TV's glow
I finally see what I didn't know
You've been gone for far too long
And I was here thinking I was strong
Ho no ho no ho no no no
When all along I tried to fight
It was a losing battle in the night
As the storm begins to die
The doll goes quiet
Her tears
Run dry
Your gaze lifts but not the same
Faint whispers call my name
And in the calm, the truth appears
We lost so much through all these years
We lost so much
We lost so much
Through all these years
And it is heartbreakingly sad
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Thank you for listening and joining me on this emotional journey. Let the music carry you where words alone can't reach. 💔